I need inspiration.
But until then, take comfort in knowing that I'm happy.
Suck that, emo kid.

Katricia. + + . Savouring this heart that's healing. says:
I hope she breaks his heart

Katricia. + + . Savouring this heart that's healing. says:
A million times over.

Katricia. + + . Savouring this heart that's healing. says:
And then... I hope he comes running to me...

{InStability } Just Be... says:
aw~~~~~~~~

Katricia. + + . Savouring this heart that's healing. says:
So I can break it into a billion pieces.

{InStability } Just Be... says:
lol

Katricia. + + . Savouring this heart that's healing. says:
Then he can feel A BIT of what he's done to me.

{play and rewind: all arounhd me- flyleaf }
{mood: guess.}


Life is better.
Happier.
Good.


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{play and rewind: back to school - deftones }
{mood: guess.}

...when you feel like a failure?
...when your friends hate you?
...but don't want to tell you.
...when those you love don't love you back?
...when people around you change
...but you're stuck within the gallows of work?
...when you want to make things better?
...but don't even know what you did?
...when you think it's because you have other friends?
...when you don't even feel comfortable around them anymore?
...when they make you wanna hurt someone?
...or yourself?
...not that I would, though. I would never stoop that low.
...when they make your feel stupid, BORING, inferior?
...when you try to see it as a joke?
...but you just know that it isn't?
..when you fear being called: "sensitive".
...but you know you are?
...when you wish she/he never met she/he?
...when you wish she/he was never born?
...when you don't want to feel this way?
...when you know it's a sin?
...but there's no use denying it?
...when you see her/him everyday at school?
...when you don't even want to care anymore?
...when life and it's pace, doesn't allow you to care?
or.
...when even your parents don't believe in you?
...but you lie to yourself and say that they do.
...when you work so hard to please them?
...but nothing is good enough?
...you are not good enough?
...when no one will tell you that "it's okay"?
...even if it's a lie.
...when you have no one who cares about how you feel?
...and those who do are so far away?
...when you just want to cry...
...but you know it's a sign of a weakness?
...when the tears have already fallen?
...when you just want to be alone?
...but lonliness is the one thing you fear most?

...when you hate those who drown in self-pity...
...but can't help but submerge...under water...
...swimming in all you hate?

...when you want to tell someone about how you feel?
...but know that when the time comes, you'll deny it all?

Answer:
Smile.


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{play and rewind: my sweet prince - placebo }
{mood: sinfully shy}


I'm obsessive when just one thought of you comes up
I'm aggressive just one thought of closing up
You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue
'Cause every moment gone you know I miss you
I'm the question and you're of course the answer
Just hold me close boy 'cause I'm your tiny dancer
You make me shaken up, never mistaken
But I can't control myself, got me calling out for help

S.O.S. please someone help me.
It's not healthy... for me to feel this way
Y.O.U. are making this hard,
I can't take it, see it don't feel right
S.O.S. please someone help me
It's not healthy... for me to feel this way
Y.O.U. are making this hard
You got me tossin' and turnin' and can't sleep at night

This time please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me lookin' for the rest of me
Love is testing me but still I'm losing it
This time please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me,
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

Just your presence and I second guess my sanity
Yes it's a lesson, it's unfair, you stole my vanity
My tummy's up in knots so when I see you I get so hot
My common sense is out the door, can't seem to find the lock
Take me on, I could just die up in your arms tonight.
I'm out with you, you got me head over heels
Boy you keep me hanging on the way you make me feel

Boy, you know you got me feeling open
And boy, your loves enough with words unspoken
I said boy I'm telling you, you got me open
I don't know what to do it's true
I'm going crazy over you,
I'm begging

S.O.S. please somebody help me.
It's not healthy... for me to feel this way
Y.O.U. are making this hard (are you making this hard for me, baby?),
You got me tossin' and turnin' and can't sleep at night

-S.O.S by Rihana


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